I have decided it is time to bring everything into the light.

As most of you know, CosmicCrayons/CandiiBoi and TheFreak--Show we're dating for a long time. I don't know much about their relationship but I know they seemed to be in love and happy with each other, but from what I have been told they broke up because they argued often, but broke up in a respectable manor where they could be friends. I talked to DeeDee and she said she asked Rafa if it was ok if she started dating someone else, he was ok with it all and gave her his blessing. She didn't try to hide her love for someone else because she knew Rafael could handle it. While they were dating I started to develop a crush on Rafa and stepped over the boundaries but DeeDee straightened me out. I tried my best to avoid getting intimate with him again so I had to ignore him for months at a time plus I had some issues with internet. My feelings for him would always resurface when I was around him. Earlier last week, Rafael was still posing like he was single. He and I willingly sexted. He had no problem cheating on his current relationship with me. I did not know though. It's on him. He is rude and deceitful, even to those he claims he cares for the most. It feels as though he cares for nothing but his sex drive, not the people he interacts with or befriends. I have talked to DeeDee and she and I are willing to talk things out with him. But if he is not willing to, and if he decides to be cowardly, then we will move on. DeeDee has. I haven't. He crushed a hope in me that has been building up inside for months. Rafael if you read this, I hope you're happy losing two people who cared of you the most.